Who wants to grow up?

This growing up thing... is a confusing thing.

This week for the first time, I started looking up apartments. Its weird. Because it's real.
There have been times in the past that I've looked at apartments online, but just for kicks and giggles. Now, its legit. I'm graduating in May and have to get a big girl job and start making it on my own. Tis a scary thought.

In the mean time, I have to make it through this last year of school, which has already been overwhelming in a lot of ways, academically, socially, emotionally... who knew.

Trying to decide on a path to take after graduation is a challenge. Do I move back home? Do I leave Ohio for some time while I have a chance? Do I go for a TOMS internship? Do I settle for something low key around here? Do I work at camp again? Do I move somewhere where I know no one? or do I move somewhere where its comfortable and I know everyone? ahh...